It's fine, i just can't be strong for everyone all of the time
If it upsets you to see me break Down I'm sorry
I've got a backbone, but it's only made of glass
Most days are an internal struggle
I've tried my best to be emotionally void
I can't really understand
I can't show you what I'm feeling
I hope you never see what Ive become
bottling all my frustration
The only thing I seem to understand
is my never ending descent into the darkest places
My mind sinking like a rock to the bottom of the ocean
The light disappears
I know I'm alone in this
No mater who helps
For this life and it's struggles are my own
I'm still ashamed of who I was and who I am
but This is life, this is love, is death
There is no comfort in the knowledge
Of the inevitable
Only greater longing for understanding that is matched only by
The fear of hurting someone else
I'm fine I swear I'm fine
( I know I'm alone)
The best day of my life was the day I decided to end it
and all I could think about in that moment was the promises I made to the people I love
The choices that lead me to this
This are my last words, I won't let you down
I swear its fine
I swear its fine