Trust me, the trust has disappeared
Believe me, because I don't believe in myself
Love me, because no one else will
Leave me, I wish I could leave my self
Confrontation has been lost
The skin splits and breaks
Not single day is lacking
Every night open the box
I keep all these secrets trapped inside locked velvet
As it mirrors the rain on the window
The edge dissipates
fractally destroying itself
Completely void of pain
You know I really loved you
So my heart is torn
You know I really loved hurting myself
Every single day when you left my life it was the only thing that ever really helped
You know I really loved you
But you never cared much
I write your name in blood
Because scars never scared you
I trusted you with everything
Gave you the only thing I had
I know I'll never be alright again
The only cure is to cut the skin