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I was never the object of your affection
I was always such a bother
Finally someone had completely broken me
I fucking cried myself to sleep at night
For the first time in years
You let me feel everything I would let myself

I finally trusted someone
And with you the harm was always normal
I was lying to myself and everyone
Self affirming my own condition

Ritualized
Self Destruction
Control but never in control
Drained until empty

I only made it obvious
but it was still hidden
Were my lies convincing
Or did you say get over it

Why don't you try being happy

Intra vascular
Damage
Bleeding
Running out of skin
Reopening day old wounds
Getting the chance to go deeper
Daily monotony
Tearing my life apart

Addiction is cheap
Self loathing never was so easy
The only thing that's kept me stable

I could care less if its killing me

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from We Laugh Because It Hurts Too Much to Cry, released December 16, 2016

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