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Wishing

from I Hate Myself and I Want to Die by Colorless

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Drunk on death
Apathetic indulgence
Divine self pity

Eternal Wallowing in a sea of filth

An unplanned child grown old

Still a fuck up
Trying my best
Always choking on my words
Always wishing I wasn't this way
Always wishing

I wish I had all the blood in the world
So my heart could never stop pumping
Its frantic rhythm increases
As my veins writhe in the oxygen

It feels so good to bleed
with a cold blade deep inside you
The finality is so beautiful

But my second order desires
Are still strong
I wish I wasn't death obsessed just to make you proud

I'm so selfish

Maybe one day I'll dig myself out of this hole
Maybe one day I'll make you so happy
Maybe one day I'll dig myself out of this hole
Maybe one day I'll be happy

Don't get your hopes high
I always disappoint
And I promise it wont happen
At least I tried

Forgive me for how useless I am
I swear its not on purpose
I'm trying my best, I really am
Just give me one last chance

I'm still waiting for my life to change
I'm still wishing I could save my life
I'm still waiting for my life to change
I'm still wishing I could save my fucking life

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from I Hate Myself and I Want to Die, released December 13, 2014

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